I had two times this week that God has used my boys to comfort me and remind me that he is still in control of this crazy weird household of mine.
First, I was driving in the car and the song "Homesick" by Mercy Me came on. I started crying and Steven was very worried about his Mommy. I was unable to speak for a time. When I finally got my voice back I told Steven that the song made me miss Great one. He responded "Its ok Mommy you know Great One will always be in your heart." I just started crying more, he warms my heart.
Second, I had a dream this morning about my sister Cayla. For those of you that knew her she was a very attitude filled little girl. My family and I were all at Victory Ranch, a church retreat location that we went to when I was young. We were all there the age that we are now, even my boys, Cayla was still four. As some of you know Daniel could be Cayla's twin, Daniel does these eyes that are so Cayla. Daniel and Cayla were playing on the playground and were giving each other "the eyes." My family and I were laughing and my Dad said "Well, I guess they met their match." I woke with us all laughing, it was very comforting.
